DECLARATION.

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747pm

ME: Ma, Pa mana?
MA: Entah dia. Pergi berkempen.
ME: Hah? Berkempen? Kempen apa? Dekat mana?
MA: Entah. Seronok lah ke dia tu. Dok beghabih dengan politik politik nu haa. PAS apa kemenda entah dia. Yunie, buat price tag ni. RM18.90.

1115pm

ME: Along, Papa dah balik?
LEE: Belum. Tahu dia berkempen dkat mana?
ME: Mana?
LEE: Port Dickson.
ME: Oi. Jauh beno berkempen!
LEE: Tu lah!
ME: Sat, PD dekat mana?
LEE: PD dekat mana darling?
ABG PIT: Negeri Sembilan.
ME&LEE: WAH. JAUH BETUL BERKEMPEN!

Wondrously bitchy.

Being in a relationship is like signing an agreement that would only break off in such an unimaginable, horrible way, for me that is, unless you marry that partner of yours. How can you stop or discontinue a magical feeling, so lovely yet full of insecurity but that it is something that you had dreamed of for thousands of times and one day, just on this one particular day, you decided that it has to come to an end. How?

Relationships hardly last long. That's how I see relationships now, I just don't want to get serious and fool around but AGAIN, attempts failed. I'm in a floating mode now I guess? I don't chase, I don't avoid. I just....... FLOAT because what the future holds for relationship is just so, unpredictable. In other words, saya trauma.

And so, why do we bother chasing people around, eh?

No offense to those who are in relationships. Hold on tight, I swear to God, it would be hellafun for what the future has for you people! - If you're true to your feelings ;)

Dealing with REMPIT.

Correction, Minah Rempit.

Sigh. I went to Petronas near my house just now to fill the tank and I was on the phone. I put the phone on loudspeaker and when I turned to my right corner to enter the gas station, a motorcycle blocked my path. I was like "bodoh nak mampos pnya rempit", didn't even glance at that stupid Minah Rempit (MR) and just continued to drive.

When I stopped the car and got out of the car to fill up the tank, that hideous MR came to me and.. (it was something like this)

MR: Hoi, kau cakap apa tadi?
ME: Aku cakap amenda?
MR: Kau cakap pergi mampos. Aku dengar ah!
ME: Err, tingkap aku tertutup. (bodoh)
MR: Eish. Aku nampak ah mulut kau gerak gerak.
ME: Mana ada.
MR: Aku nampak la!
ME: Kau ni perasan apesal? I was on the phone.
MR: Mana phone kau? Tak nampak pon.
ME: It's here bodoh. *shows off my iPhone :P*
MR: Kau yang makan jalan cakap aku pergi mampos.
ME: Aku? Kau yang block jalan.
MR: Kau cakap aku pergi mampos apasal?
ME: So? What the hell is your problem?
MR: My problem is you.
ME: Kau ni apsal? Balik rumah la wei. *walks away*
MR: Woi pukimak, sini kau.
ME: Kau nak apa hah?
MR: Cuba kalau terlanggar tadi hah?
ME: So? What the hell is your problem ah?
MR: I don't have anything to explain.
(this is dumb. I was like, ha? amenda?)
MR: Woi, kalau langgar tadi, hah?
ME: So? The thing is, did we hit each other? No right?
MR: Aku cakap IF.
ME: Aku cakap tadi langgar ke tidak?
MR: IF TERLANGGAR?
ME: IF terlanggar, kau yang mati, lantak kau ah.
MR: ........... (went away)

Haha. Almost everyone at the gas station was looking at us. LOL. Stupid rempit. Nak jea aku lempang. Bahahaha.

Her pinky nose.

Not entirely in a good mood. I brought Puffy and Foxtrot to see the vet today and Puffy had some major issues. She has to stay there for a few days. Sigh. Hrmm.

On the bright side, I have a question:

Is this a cat or a rabbit? :3 :B

=)

Hit pause.

Stop whining, stop complaining and start flashing back.

People had sacrificed a lot for you, did a lot for you, helped you a lot and this is how you're showing your gratitude? I'm not saying that you have to be down on your knees and kiss people's asses, just show a little appreciation and respect is enough but instead, you're acting like a selfish asscrack? May you get a sudden realization which comes along with pains.

You're so full of yourself. Utterly foolish and ignorant.

Some people could be VERY inconsiderate, agree?

Where I got my lazyness.

PA: So, Yunie pergi sekolah tak esok?
ME: Emm, tak kott. Macam malas. Hehe.
PA: Betul tak pergi?
ME: Taklah kot.
MA: Tak pergi esok? YAAAYY!! *claps*
PA: Astagha. Seronok pulak dia takyah amik Yunie!

How the mind works.

Afiq says:
or just google pasal kanye je zz
lol
performance lady gaga beyonce the bomb kot
lol
afiq ade full video

YUU TAIGA says:
so? saya perempuan
takberminat
hahaa

Afiq says:
performance lah abang
bukan tetek

Sweet Eid.

Filzah called me up at 745pm, saying that she's near AEON Cheras Selatan. I was asleep and exhausted because of the evening event. What the hell, I fell asleep during Maghrib. Haha. She arrived at 810pm and we went straight to Syashot's house in KL!


It was hella fun. I like the nasi kapit. Hee! And muffin.

I can't really describe how much I truly love spending time with these beloved angels of mine. :)

Okay. Scratch that. They're little devils with invisible horns but oh, what the heck! I love them! ;)) This is how true friends are. Best lah korang :D

More photos soon ;)

* * *

BARNEY: Muka you macam kawan Cina you tu!
ALIAH: Ha ah la! Macam Hilary tu!
DURRAH: Yang macam dalam gambar kecik tu, kan kan?

WAF: Ha ah! Ha ah!

ME: Eeee ni lagi sekor sekor, sama jea mcm my dad and sister!

(after eating rice)

SYASHOT: Eeeh Yunie, muka you macam Hilary tu!

ME: Lagi sekor.................

Shall be mine again, Cy.

I relaxed my hair (something like rebonding but not as strong) so, tadaaah!

PA: Awak ni anak sapa hah?
ME: Paaaaaa!

PA: Dah macam si Hilary tu hah!

* * *

LEE: Buat the whole hair ke?

ME: Yeap. Haih.

LEE: Nampak macam Hilary hah.

YUNIERELLA.

Dead tired!

Since my maid ran away a few weeks back, my whole family became the house maids, doing house chores now and then but when it comes to cleaning and tidying up the house, Ma would call some cleaners to come over to our house and get it done. And so she did today BUT the cleaner left early because apahal entah. Ada orang datang rumah dia? Something like that. EISH! Ended up, my whole family had to mop, sweep and scrub the whole house. Ha ha. I felt like I was Cinderella for the evening except I'm wearing better clothing of course :D I was scrubbing the kitchen floor using 3 sponges with a drained out brain due to trial results. It was fun! BAHAHA.

Why was it fun? I slided here and there using my knees and now I have bruises because of the kitchen tiles. Ha ha. Bimbo.

ME: Maaa look! Weeee~ *slide & slide & slide*
MA: Astagha. You're enjoying this aren't you?
LEE: *smack her head* Ya Allah!

Reaction of a lazy ass.

kucing kau buat pe 2?
melancap ke ape???
haha..this week ktorang beraya umah awk..
about 14 monkeyyysss..
- Bna

This actually gave me an absolute, sheer shock. Haha.

Whine some more.

I think I bother about other people's feelings too much, waayyy more than a normal person should be. I'm not stating that I'm a very caring person but whenever I do something I desire and turns out it would hurt someone else's feelings, I would just put my priorities aside and care about that someone more than myself. My feelings matter less than others'. Well, towards a number of particular homosapiens of course but I'm being extremely extreme here.

I think it's hard to be ignorant at certain points. Mine peaks at the lowest, no?

Humour me.

ME: Pa, ada harimau tak dalam tu?
PA: Hah? Harimau? Dalam mana??
ME: Ahah. Dalam Hutan Simpanan tu haa!
PA: Oh yang tu!
ME: Ada ke?
PA: Ada harimau simpanan kot?

She's delicate.

Although love keeps beckoning me
I stand on my ground and still
Hoping the blessings would cease because;
I'm just so selfish
I'm just too foolish
I'm scared of giving in
I'm afraid of holding on
That's why I'm all alone


I'm extremely traumatized
Dear pasts scarred my heart
Wounds would eventually heal
But a darkened vulnerable heart?
The burden of this lock is unfathomable
And so I ask the Almighty,
When shall this chest opens wide?
When shall the everlasting key rise upon?

There. It's your cue, God.

Lets play ignorant.

LEE: Haish. Yunie always minum Coke, kan? Coke Coke Coke Coke. Semalam jea dah more than 2 botol besar Coke. It's not good lah. Pastu, you're constantly taking seafood like, now? You're eating scallop. Seafood ni high in cholestrol tahu. Coke tu, rosak kidney nanti, dah tak function. Yunie tak rasa yang Yunie akan mati cepat ke?
ME: (after a long pause) On the way balik nanti pergi McD. Nak ice cream sundae.

But it's my favourite!

''So baby don't worry you
were my only
You won't be lonely
Even if the sky is falling down"

Jay Sean - Down, such a catchy catchy catchy song, don't you think so?

I really need to STOP being judgemental on every single person I meet/going to meet for the first time. I had a thought of this particular habit of mine before, on how I should down size my awful tingkah laku on judging just about everything on everyone I meet. Baaad habit Yunie, bad bad baaad habit.

I tend to judge that particular person totally the opposite way of how he or she really is. How the thought of that person is very arrogant, ignorant and plain douche-y would linger in my mind but just as soon I chat with that person, poof. It would change every single thing about how I imagined that person would actually be.

And hey, you're amazingly gorgeous. ;)

EST.EST.EST.

Hah! My past few days weren't that good, weren't that bad either, just amazingly plain awful.

Just in one week, I repeat, ONE WEEK, I had 3 nightmares about EST. Yes, EST. Why you might ask ? Hrm. Since there was no school on last Friday, EST paper was cancelled and it's due on next Monday. So yeah, one trial paper left for me. I can't stop thinking about that paper, ha ha. Some of you might think I'm such a lousy douche for getting nervous about EST paper but hell I don't know, I get this tingly feeling when I think about EST, and especially it's trial's EST paper. Bullocks.

And Izwan ain't making it any easier for me. Heh. You'll pay short pants, you'll pay! Just get those money ready for MY PIZZAS :)

She did it again!

MA: Lempeng.
ME: What the hell is lempeng?
MA: Pancakes.
ME: No. Lempeng is not pancakes.
MA: Then, what?
ME: Kek.. Pan? HAHA.
MA: Asshole!

She's in MRSM PC. What can I do?

Yunie Meow: youre like
Yunie Meow: throwing away freshly baked cookies!
fathin nabilah: the problem is i prefer bread than cookies
fathin nabilah: hahahah
fathin nabilah: best x best x

Because I'm plain idiotic.

I suffered a great lost today, done completely, double-handedly by me. Who on earth would torture him/herself for the sake of staying in the comfort zone? A plain dumbass would. Welcome to the club.

Enough said.

It's catchy.

Afiq Mohamaad: 3 motnhs
Afiq Mohamaad: months
Yunie Meow: wagagagaga
Yunie Meow: lama siuut
Yunie Meow: dah habis SPM kot time tu
Yunie Meow: hahahah
Afiq Mohamaad: luls
Afiq Mohamaad: chow the meow afiq nk sleepss
Afiq Mohamaad: krim salam ma pa

Low class ssslut!

Yunie Meow: am I a slut?
Yunie Meow: HAHAHA
Yunie Meow: what a question!
Yunie Meow: HAHA
fathin nabilah: of course la not
fathin nabilah: compare urself to n------ sari dee tuh
fathin nabilah: :))
fathin nabilah: 'n------ sari dee'
fathin nabilah: u're an angel
fathin nabilah: SHE's a slut

That made me feel better. Ha ha.

Hatred.

I don't know why but it feels utterly wrong. When I look back at my pasts, I just can't believe I've been through all this. I mean, I've dreamt about having it, I went through all those 'magical' moments I've been craving for and I've lost it in such a horrible, indescribable way. I regretted it ever so much that at one point I felt like I've totally lost everything I have, everything I valued, everything I loved.

But now, what I feel now is.. It's just so, WRONG. Sooo out of place. That I think, these feelings don't even deserve to overcome me. I think I've reached 'that' immortality point until these bullcrap that back then I saw as a fairytale are just mere.. Bullcrap to me. Nothing more than a pile of bloody wasted time on useless human beings who I shouldn't have try to be close at all to begin with.

How is that possible?

Embekk.

COUSIN ATEK: Akak! Adik dapat cat!
ME: Yap anak cat!
CA: Anak cat?
ME: Yess, anak cat! Kitten!
CA: Bukan anak kambing??
ME: Hah? o.O


LEE: I told her that..
ME: WHY on earth did you tell her anak kucing tuh anak kambing??
LEE: Because she won't stop asking me ni anak apa!
CA: Akak, ni anak kambing ke anak cat??
ME: Anak lembu. :))

Genes.

MA: Eee mengada Lini ni kan! Asal mandi jea air panas.
LINI: Dah sejuk, memanglah.
MA: But taking a cold shower at 11am?
ME: Dia macam tu, let it be la Ma.
MA: Dia ikut Papa dia lah tu.
ME: Pastu kenapa?
MA: Berangan macam orang London. Mandi air panas pagi pagi konon. Padahal dok membesar dekat ladang getah ni ha!
LINI: So..?
MA: Pergi tidurlah cunit!
ME: HAHAHA.

It's here.

Eid ul-Fitr.

The time of the year where kids begging around for money from aunties and uncles and relatives doesn't seem wrong at any point. The time of the year where people let themselves indulge in having guilty pleasures by sinking their teeth into uncountable amount of delicacies as a payback of holding them off for a month. The time of the year where firecrackers are heard all over the town, all the time, illegally and no one tend to actually care about it (except for cops and worried parents, no?).

For me?
The time of the year where I travel back to Melaka/Terengganu to sit back, relax and watch the day goes by every single minute without having a thought of anything but serenity and calm.... but no. Not this year.

It won't be that way for 2009. I can't relax knowing that I didn't do good for my trials. I can't relax knowing that SPM would be just so darn near. I can't relax knowing that I would be 18 the next time Eid comes around. I can't relax knowing that I'm getting older and I won't be called a school-girl no more sooner. But then again..

It's Eid so what the heck? :) I'm just gonna go crazy for it :)






Happy Eid people ! :)

Hah.

I should prolly kill a rat or slaughter it or something. Won't cause a drama that way, no? Either way, no one would notice except my cats, eh?



RAYA RAYA RAYA. Im in it just for the money. Heh. Not really looking forward to Raya THAT much anymore because you know.. After Raya, SPM is just so darn near.











Shoot me.

You DONT want to read.

Babiiiiiii pantat celaka! Bangsat betul!

WHO THE HELL ARE YOU TO FUCKING PISS ME OFF HA? WHO THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOU ARE TO BLOODY POKE ME? WHO THE BLOODY FUCKING ASSCRACK ARE YOU TO JUDGE ME?

OHMYGOD YOURE SUCH A PUSSY!

I AM JUST SO PISSED OFF BCSE THERE IS A PERSON IN THE WORLD WHO THINKS HE IS CREATED EVER SO GREATLY TO FUCKING PLAY WITH PEOPLE'S FUCKING HEAD JUST BECAUSE YOU'RE SOME DATO'S SON?! DUDE! GROW UP LAH! IF ONLY I COULD JUST @#$%^&*( YOU!

Pissed off, badly!

MOTHERFUCKER! IM SO EMBARRASSED THAT I ACTUALLY LET YOU DID THAT TO ME! EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE BULLSHIT!

Saddening.

It's sad how my family isn;t hosting an open house for this year. We've been having an open house for a few years straight and suddenly, NO OPEN HOUSE? Sigh.

Siapa yang nak datang beraya rumah saya, mintak tolong inform saya awal awal lah yea. I'm always asleep when my friends came by to 'beraya'. So, to avoid getting plain water and some junkies as kuih raya and an awful sleepy looking face in the afternoon, inform me a few days earlier! :)
DISCLAIMER: You won't get duit raya by raya-ing at my house. Thank you very much. :)

And hey, I can't wait for angpows from my aunts and uncs! Hah, Melaka, here I cooommee! :)

She lost it.

ME: Eh Along! Niii, cerita apa nii?
LEE: Apaa?
ME: Alaah, orang jahat dia pasir pasir ni!
LEE: Manaa?
ME: NIII! Dkat TV ni! Peter Pan eh?
LEE: Peter Pan?? Spider Man lah!
ME: Hek?

I couldn't stop questioning myself up to now, why on earth did I say it's PETER PAN when I saw a dude in a blue and red costume hanging upside down of a building on telly?

What Ma thinks of the PM.

LEE: Rindu Rizman lah! Whylah Kak Mawar kena pindah Dubai.
MA: Jahat Kak Mawar hari tu tak bawak dia datang.
LEE: Why la semua orang nak pindah ke luar Msia?
MA: Because of the PM.
LEE: Whats wrong with the PM?
MA: Because he likes to wear PINK LIPSTICK!
ME: Eww. Najib gay.
MA: I wonder if Najib and Rosmah gaduh every morning rebut lipstick? Haha!

Malls alert.

I don't know why but I have a slight feeling that I don't really like for the fact that Cafu (however you spell it lah, I just pronounce it as C A F U) is being build up in Bandar Tun Hussein Onn. I think having Jaya Jusco/AEON Cheras Selatan and Econsave plus KEDAI PERABOT BALAKONG near Bandar Tun Hussein Onn is fair enough to make this residental area busy. And there's like, Lake Valley, the Town Park of Bandar Tun Hussein Onn. Tonnes of shop lots there. Yet Cafu is there, near Lake Valley. Don't you think BTHO would get so much busier?

Don;t know why. But I just don't like it. Pa was like, "HAH. Semua ada dekat Bandar Tun Hussein Onn ni. Toksah kua jauh jauh dah!"

I think that's the reason? :S Ugh.

Jail break!

Just now was hilarious. Ha ha. Me, Sashot, Aliah, Lenda, Filzah and a few others ran away from school at 1030am since 3472/1 paper ended at 10am and there are no papers after recess. Hah! We were like a bunch of pendatang haram, trying to escape from the cops or something.

"Eeehh guard datang! Guard datang!"

I was such a wuss I called Pa to wait in front of the gate LITERALLY since it would be considered that I have license to go back home early. Aliah was brave, she ran to the gate, unlocked it and escaped for her life. The others followed her footsteps and ran like lil chickens being chased by a sly fox or something. Hah, I went to the gate only when Pa got out of the car, Ha ha.
WHAT A WUSS!

And hey, only EST papers left! ;)

Paolo.

He's from Italy.

...and so he siad HARLOW :)
Okay that was random, I know. And I love it.

God, it's excruciating ! Waiting for my trials to end, argh. Why must JPWP set the EST papers on Friday? Shasfirawfardwier. Sashot and others get their freedom two days earlier than I do! Demmit. Ngaa.

Eh.

It irritates me the most when I have to do something that I extremely, utterly dislike yet I have to do it due to myself. Yes. Myself. For me. Because of me. I'm the reason. Baah. Basically, I'm doing something against my own will when at the first place, it's something that I really want! Hah, padah.

I am more than disappointed with myself. Because of this insecurity I feel, I drag myself into more emotion-related-problems when it's been a long time since I got that kind of problem. Hah. Cheer up.

Udder. LOL.

Lets pretend.

SOMETHING SO FUCKED UP IS IN MY FREGGIN LAME-O IMBECILIC BRAIN && I CAN'T TICK MYSELF TO GO AND STUDY.

How pathetic is that?

...and I though I was right.

All along, I'm just so confident with what I know, with what I've observed, with what I've seen, with what I've watched, with what I've looked at, with what I've collected, with what I've analysed, with what I'm done cracking.

Sadly, I'm hypothetically wrong.

I was wrong about you. I thought I knew you well, inside out but hey, there's a lot more to you than it meets the eye (eceh). And yes, I am in utter disappointment with myself. Sigh.

Paper 4541/2 was being a big jerk. Another experiment gone wrong, bloody wrong.

People change.

I stumble upon this in my MySpace comments (Sept 13 09). Membuatkan aku tergelak kecil di hati buat seketika. Lol.

Page 405.
Mar 9, 2006 10:08 PM
yelah aku guner lah bhs pasar malam, yg kau ingin2kan tu, ..


and this from page 345.

May 29, 2006 2:27 PM
1 of d members 2...ala...yang cute2 tu....teke lah...huhu...

Guess from who? Ha ha.

Nostalgic II

It's pulling me way back,
It's stopping me from marching on,
It's creepy and just too dark,
It's successful in making me alone.
You were a dear to me but you just WERE.
Pasts are pasts so I bid you goodbye.

I think I need some motivation.

STUDY LAH CHOOYYYYY!

You got exam maa!
It's trial maa!
You no study aaa,
You get dumb dumb maa.

Moveit.

It works!

Okay, Pa's right. The Ogawa chair would help me become less stressed out. Hah.

I was studying physics and my back started to ache like hell again, so did my neck. So I used the Ogawa chair. Heh, to come and think of it, the last time I used that massage chair was like.. Before my PMR examination? Quite some time ago, ay?

And so, my journey begins from my study table to the upper living room, where THE chair is located, lol. I pressed the Automatic Programme button and then a seductive (joking) lady voice said "Please rest your head at the headrest to locate the position of your shoulder". I was like, "Wah! Ada suara olang!" First time I used the automatic programme lah, kata kan. Haha.

Due to the massages for half an hour, I got something that I should have gotten 2 months ago! Bahahha. ;)













Im eating oreo. ;p

After a while.

Nothing could pull my break,
Nothing can halt this,
Emotions running in my veins,
Blood rush for every millisecond,
Burying me deep ground,
Throwing me sky high,
I can't resist to, hesitate to..

Crave for you. Wanting you. Own you.

You know who ;)

__________________________________

I think Eminem would make a good lawyer. Don't you think so? Haha. Physics drove me nuts. Enough said. ;)

My back hurts.

Because of doing History essays. Even my neck! Heh, I really need to use that Ogawa chair. Nonetheless, it felt good after sitting for History paper. Felt like a burden is gone, for good :) History is so0o0o0o History. Ha ha. Just a few minutes after the paper started, there was an announcement:

Maaf kerana mengganggu. Perhatian kepada pelajar lelaki 5Amanah yang berada di luar kelas, sila bergerak ke kelas anda dengan kadar segera. Kertas Sejarah sedang dijalankan. Ulang suara, -repeats-.

I find this amusing. Ha ha. Ouh, not to forget, quote of the day, Time is over! This woke me up in a laughing state when I slept after finishing History paper 2. Aduyai. This is just too much. Sashot and Aliah loved this. Devils :D

Seven bloody papers to go and Raya would be waiting for my arrival just around the corner. Rendang Ayam, here I come! :)

BOOM!

Addmaths partially blew up my brain in such an extravagant way that I couldn't really describe, to let you people REALLY understand what happened in my tiny brain on that particular self-moment. Literally. The first question was fine, Simultaneous Equations. He he. And then it just gets harder and harder.. As usual. Fishnets.

And then Madam sweetie 'ol sweet BIOLogy came along. It makes my head AND mind AND brain go bonkers! Which equally means BIOL TAHAP DEWA UNTA MATI BERANAK DALAM PERIGI LAH !

Pissed off pissed off pissed. With myself.

Shut the laptop down and go study, Bimbo. Ha ha.

And I find that 090909 doesn't give any significant meaning to me. Maybe I'm just heartless for the moment. Oh well, different people, different feelings, different point of views. Ciao. :)

It's something rather unusual.

Aku sedar aku siapa. Aku sedar tempat aku dekat mana. Aku sedar status aku. Aku sedar darjat aku. Aku faham diri aku. Aku faham sangat tahap aku. Aku tahu had aku. Aku tahu kebolehan aku. Aku tahu kelemahan aku. Aku tahu aku dipandang macam mana. Aku tahu semua itu.

Tetapi,

Kau tu siapa?

Kau tu siapa nak mengata pasal aku? Kau tu siapa nak mengumpat aku? Kau tu siapa nak mengarah-arahkan aku? Kau tu siapa nak memburukkan aku? Kau tu siapa nak mereka cerita pasal aku? Kau tu siapa nak paksa aku? Kau tu siapa nak bercakap tentang aku? Kau tu siapa nak ambil tahu tentang aku?

Sudah terang lagi bersuluh engkau dengki, bukan?

Go back home and mirror yourself, stupid dickhead.

Move it.

I;m doing everything everso perfectly BUT studying.

Why?
The heart just wouldn't budge.

My days are becoming dull and dull even more for certain reasons. I supposed I'm getting less animated everyday as the days go by quickly when I do things. It's not that I don't act/do things the way I did before, I just down-sized it a bit as this is the trial week/month. Less playing around, fooling all the time, annoy those around me. Less less LESS!

Work it biatch!

Memoir.

After reading Bean's entry about titik titik perjuangan,

I'm wanting something.
I'm dying to own something.
I'm yearning to have it.
I'm craving for it.
I'm longing to have just a bit of it.

What is it ?

Sweet memories.

What comic did to her.

Lini: Adik nak baca comic lagi lah.
Me: Look at the bookshelf. Banyak.
Lini: But dah baca banyak kali!
Me: Habis tu? Nak pergi 7-11 now, beli?
Lini: Jum?
Me: Kau gila?
Lini: Apa salahnya?
Me: It's like 1230am right now, Lini.
Lini: So?
Me: Like Ma and Pa bagi keluar!
Lini: They're asleep. *grins*

It made my lil sis scream!

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG

Hisham ran into my car and sat at the back for a few mins! HA HA! :D

And so did Dhinesh and Shashi too.
Wasn;t expecting that at all. Ha ha. Lini just wouldn't stop screaming from the time they got out of the car til we reached home.

Kecik kecik dah gatal. :)

Just like her sisters ;)

It's my 100th post by the way. Yiippee. LOL

Our Mission :)

Bahasa Melayu I and II is over.
English I and II is done.
Biology III is ka-pish.
Mathematics I is history.

8 more subjects to go, 17 more papers.

Go! Fight! Win! :)

I miss cheerleading, ha ha.

Tagged LUL.

1. Do you think you're hot?
I'm a blizzard.

2. Upload favourite picture of yourself

3. Tell me why do you like this picture.
It was Ten's sister's Wedding Day, and I look like a ROAR. Ha ha.

4. When is the last time you ate pizza?
A month ago.

5. What did you do when you filing this tag?
Eating SUGUS :)

6. Different name that you like to be called other than your name now
TAIGA ! Ha ha. :)

7. Tag 6 persons that you're not gonna regret

1. Bean
2. Sashot
3. Afiq?
4. Hil
5. Lyn
6. Barney

8. Who is the 1st in your life?
A dear friend of mine :)


9. How about the 3rd?
A frog in a human body :3

10. and 4th?
A pig. :)

11. Tell me about 2nd.
SHE'S A RETARD :P

12. And most probably which one do you like?
All :)

It's impressive.

"akan bahagialah orang lain kerana adanya aku."

Durrah's about me in FaceBook. I find it wow-ing. I really admire what she has in her, her confidence. HIGH self-esteem. I would, I mean, I could never put up something like that in a million years.

I JUST DONT HAVE THE GUTS!

Woah.

It amazes me how such a person could really be manipulative and pretend ever so greatly that I'm just so blinded about it. Being fake is your way, ay? I wasn't born yesterday so yeah, I know a few ways, I can know, when a person is being fake or just sincerely sincere.

But this?

You took manipulation to a whole new level. Wow. PATHETIC CREEP. You manage to make me hate you. In fact, you make me hate you even more, plus, you disgust me. You're such a spoiled brat I suppose as you always get what you want, ha ha but ay, everyone has their own time and I suppose now is yours. Be safe, that's all I am concern about. Dickhead.

It's about the bananas.

On the phone.

H: You sleepy eh last night?
Me: Yeah, kind of. Sorry.
H: Ha ha. It was funny last night you know.
Me: Why?
H: Oh, takda apa.
Me: WHYY? I mamai is it?
H: No laaaaaaah.
Me: OMG I MAMAI! Didn;t I?
H: You cakap you kempunan pisang. Tuh jea.
Me: Ya Allah! No wonder I macam teringin sngt nak kek pisang time Sahur!

***

Later that night. A text message came into my inbox.

H: Yunie?
Me: I nak pisang. BAHAHAH.
H: Boleh boleh. Berapa kilo?

;) I am a monkey. You are a monkey. We all are monkeys.

We are retarded.

Ha ha. During Genting trip :)

Credits to Nadio for the edit, took it from Ellyn's FaceBook :)

You guys were a theme park to me! :))

Yes, I'm bored.

Fill it up with names of your friends.

1. Ten
2. Bean
3. Hil
4. Shot
5. Nad
6. Waf
7. Dino
8. Lyn

1. Is number 6 your best friend? (Waf)
Close friend :)

2. Are you in love with number 2? (Bean)
Ask her. Ha ha.

3. Have you ever lied to number 4? (Shot)
No.

4. Do you know a secret about number 7? (Dino)
Yeah I guess.

5. Describe the relationship between number 8 and number 5. (Lyn & Nad)
They dont even know each other. Ha ha.

6. What is the best thing about number 3? (Hil)
Nothing? Ha ha :P

7. What is the worst thing about number 1? (Ten)
A big time NERDie :P

8. When was the last time you saw number 5? (Nad)
Before the schl hols.

9. Describe the relationship between number 1 and number 3? (Ten & Hil)
Friends ?

10. Have you ever danced with number 7? (Dino)
Ha ha. No I think ?

11. How long have you known number 4? (Shot)
Early Jan 08 ?

12. Have number 2 and number 7 ever dated? (Bean & Dino)
They're lovers in secret. Ha ha. Not so secret anymore.

13. Have you ever done drugs with number 1? (Ten)
Nopayy.

14. Have you ever been in a fight with number 8? (Lyn)
Not at all :)

16. Does number 6 have a boyfriend/girlfriend? (Waf)
Oooooooooh.

17. Have you ever been a co-worker with number 3? (Hil)
Nopay.

18. Have you ever wanted to punch number 2 in the face? (Bean)
All the time. Ha ha.

19. Has number 1 ever met your mother.? (Ten)
Yeaps.

21. How did you meet number 6? (Waf)
School - SBU.

22. Did you ever accidentally physically hurt number 5?(Nad)
Purposely, yes :P

24. Has number 2 ever seen you naked? (Bean)
Half naked. Ha ha.

25.What is the best memory you have with number 1? (Ten)
:)

26. What is one of number 4's best qualities? (Shot)
Go & ask her ! HA HA.

27.Do you live close to 7? (Dino)
Quite close.

28. What is number 2's favorite food? (Bean)
Dont know. But she likes to cook Spaghetti. Ha ha.

29. Out of them, which one would you say is the funniest?
Number 4 :)

30. Who is the most flirtatious?
Number 7 :P

31. What do you think of number 3? (Hil)
Cina murtad. Ha ha.

32. How long have you known number 5 for? (Nad)
Early Jan 08 :)

33. Which one of them drinks the most or goes out?
None. Ha ha. Number 5 goes out a lot :)

34. Which one of them is the best dresser?
Number 8! :)

35. If you could change one thing about number 7, what would it be? (Dino)
Nothing.

36. Say something nice about number 1. (Ten)
I miss her :( BADLYY.

37. Which one of them lives the farthest away from?
Between Number 1 2 3 7 8 and Number 4 5 6.

38. Which one of them do you hang out with the most?
All? :)

39. Out of them, who is the loudest?
Between Number 2 and 4. Hmmmmmmmp. Hard to choose. Ha ha.

40. The quietest?
NONE! :)

41. What is one quality about number 7 that you admire? (Dino)
Don't know. Ha ha.

42. What kind of car does number 4 have? (Shot)
She doesnt even have her license yet. Ha ha.

43. What is your fondest memory of number 8? (Lyn)
:)

44. Have you traveled anywhere with number 2? (Bean)
Nopay, but would love to :)

45. If you gave number 4 $100 dollars tonight, what would they spend it on? (Shot)
Don't know her, ha ha.

46. What is number 6's best quality? (Waf)
Ask her ;p

47. Would you kiss number 1? (Ten)
:*

48. How did you meet number 7? (Dino)
Primary school. Standard 3 /4 ?

49. If you had to buy number 5 a gift, what would you choose to give him/her? (Nad)
A tix to meet up MCR. Ha ha.

50. Does number 2 drink? (Bean)
She drinks what I drink :)

51. Describe number 8 in two words: (Lyn)
Kind-hearted, independent.

52. How many of them have you actually met?
ALL :)

It's not poker face.

7 hours on physics Form 4 was torturing enough. I could go mad if we keep on just for another minute! Hahah. And here's the only thing that is REALLY stuck on my mind :)

Mr. Rajiv: Alright, Ayumi, eh Ayuni, you explain the concept of inertia when.. A cat dries its fur.
Me: Oh, okay.
Mr. Rajiv: Kamu mesti ada kucing dekat rumah kan?
Me: Ahah, ada ada :)
Mr. Rajiv: Tngk muka pon dah tahu.. (paused) Muka macam kucing!

:3

Bzoink! It's cat face :)

Little 'organ'.

I feel a bit down after reading this;

The Appendix: Useful and in Fact Promising

Main article for Yahoo! Homepage at 6:54PM, August 25th.

Yeah, I got mine removed a couple of years back. I didn;t even have appendicitis but because of other complications that happened at the same spot as where appendix is located, the surgeon removed my appendix.

At that moment, he KNEW my appendix was doing great. Nothing;s wrong with it.

"Oh, kebetulan dah cut, saya pon buanglah appendix dia".

That's what he told my Mum when we went to see the surgeon for a follow-up appointment. My mum threw in to a fit! Hah. Padan muka kau.

But still, won't get me my appendix back. Sobs.

Ohh boy.

Yunie Mhmd:
Im happy that youre happy :)

ckgu afiq,:
hahaaaa
"i'm happy when you're happy"
lain macam je bunyinya
;p

Yunie Mhmd:
it/s good knowing that such a loser frnd of mine is finally HAPPY, for ONCE. ahahha! :P

ckgu afiq,: haha you're an ass .
dah la aku nk gi tdo.
i have to do something early tomorrow.
bye nite :)

I was just trying to cheer him up. ;)

Because he's ravenous.

At 0832
Morning! Ayuni jom petang nih, pasar malam.. Aku bukak pose sesorang nmpknya since family gi bkak pose ngan sedara len and aku tak dapat join sebab kerja..

"petang nih, pasar malam.."

Kau ni orang melayu apa Man? Haha.

Anything else, Princess?

Face it. I'm finally a teeny bit HAPPY :)

My parents have been treating me like a perky lil princess since they found out I'm over stressed. Haha. I got just about everything that I wanted and they tend to offer even more ! First day after the 'findings' was funny, Ma & Pa was actually concerned about W.H.Y I'm stressed. Usually they would just, "Oh stop being so stressed out. You're only seventeen". Haha.

Tehee.

;)

Spread it out.

Happy Ramadhan Al-Mubarak. :)

She spent too much.

Too much time around Malay people. Ha ha.

Hilary: Babi ar.... Fine.

Me: Last dapat jmpa until SPM kot. Btw, why didn't you tell me you ada call dia?

Hilary: WHEN I CALL DIA?? I x penah call dia..?

Me: Seriouslyy!

Hilary: I AM SERIOUS. Misscall ada lah. Tuh pun dah lama. I am serious, I x penah call die. Ya Allah...

Me: Oi, get your own God. Kjap, kjap.



Stupid pig. I love you. Ha ha.

18 & above :3

Ya Rabbi, AYUNI ! Obscene betul gambar ni!!

- Pappy

Ayuni, please don't keep porns in your iPhone. Even if it's just a catporn.

- Maah

My reply ?

"Ekekekekek."

Oh, I love cats. Ha ha.

It's that dope again.

Yunie Meow: ohh, kerja mana lak ni?
Salmon: haha shop lot depan leisure mall
Salmon: kawasan chinese
Yunie Meow: HAAHAHA
Yunie Meow: jual apa?
Salmon: jual diri
Salmon: haha
Yunie Meow: BODOOOO!
Yunie Meow: hahaha

Dopey dope dope. Haha.

The frog came back!

Found this somewhere over the rainbow.. HAHA. Miss this ;)

Round it goes.

"benci dah aku dia tuh" - Tio

This simple sentence makes me change my perspective on that particuar person. Hehs. I just see that person as another shallow-minded person, thinking that being manipulative and act all naive plus innocent wouldn't get you busted. Haha. Now I believe in the saying what goes around comes around. Time is just a number, it's a matter of being patient and wait for the time. Oh dear God, I've been waiting for 2 years with a stoned heart and finally, FINALLY life is at it's best, yet :)

But then, this is not the end.

Or is it?







Nayhh. This is only chapter 4 ;)

..and that's why she ran away.

NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID NO MAID!



There. Isn't it clear enough? Now I'm going to get all stressed out EVEN MORE. I'm not saying I CAN'T do house chores. I can, I really could but having to wash the dishes, clean up a part of the house, ironing the clothes, feeding the cats, care for my sister's school needs, where on Earth could I find time to fit in my revision hours? Trial is on 'it's' way!



"Ouh come on. You would survive." - Syasya



The only thing I'm holding on to, to survive. Haha.

Stress much?

Remember these?

http://meowchiix.blogspot.com/2009/02/gastric.html
http://meowchiix.blogspot.com/2009/02/got-milk.html
http://meowchiix.blogspot.com/2009/02/hello-clinic.html

So yeah. I went to the clinic just now. I'm worried sick about my stomach. It hurts MORE than it should be (if you know what I mean). Sigh.

Doctor: Kamu ngapa?
Me: (explains explains)
Doctor: Ohh itu normal untuk anak gadis! Kamu tujuh belas, iya?
Me: Ha ah, Form Five.
Doctor: Ini kerna hormone imbalance. Dan jgak, kamu stress sangat.
Pa: Ahahah, dia ni cepat stress..
Me: ...

And there you go. Another doctor said I'm too stressed. Causing my body to go through things that a NORMAL teenager shouldn't be going through. Too stressed ay?





Am I?

Past.

I don't date assholes and jerks. Keep that in mind.

And hey, DON'T fucking poke me.
You wouldn't like it when I'm furious.


;)

This or that?

I come to realize that I'm not fickle-minded.
But instead, VERY fickle-minded. Sigh.





I hate to admit that I'm very undecided. When it comes to making SMALL decisions, which one should I choose, this or that, I would just get stuck. Sticky situation is what you call it & I'm sticky all the time. Hmmph. Lets not talk about the BIG ones, shall we?

Johnny, the adorable monstaaah! :3

Pssst.

A conversation between an old friend (5 years my senior) haha.


Salmon: tu die punye pasal a
Salmon: haha
Salmon: yg ko lak aku ko jual mahal
Yunie Meow: tak faham
Yunie Meow: hahah
Salmon: haha..lupakannnn
Salmon: nape x cari lg?
Yunie Meow: lol
Yunie Meow: cari apa?
Salmon: cari mangsa untuk jadi bf ko
Yunie Meow: babik kau!
Yunie Meow: hahahaha

Such a dope. Haha.

Mammoth Shoes!

Something like this happened at school during the last period.. :P


Me: *stomped on Sashot;s shoe*
Sashot: Hoi! I need to shave..................... save the cleanliness of these shoes lah!
Me: HAHAHAHH! You SHAVE your shoes ke Sya? HAHAHAH!
Sashot, Al & Lenda: *laughs so hard*
Me: Kasut you berbulubulu ehh Syasya? BHAHAH







We laughed so hard, I even snorted. No one noticed though, haha.

Why I respect my Momma.

Pa: Na! Pergi tengok atas dining table tuh.

Ma: Ada apa?

Pa: Tengok jea lah.

Ma: Eyh, apesal ada tiga surat saman ni?

Pa: Dah, awak dok driving macam orang tak keruan.

Ma: No, I thought ada lima surat saman!

And so, that's why I look up to my Momma♥ :)








And Ive cut my hair by the way..

LOL.

Something to laugh about :P

Nana's tumblr.

Do I look that innocent ? HAHA :)
















PsSSSsssSSSSsSsSsTTttTtTtTtttTtT......... (annoying, I know HAHA)
Gonna get a haircut! :S

Apologies.

I texted a typical plus uber lousy I-am-sorry-for-everything-hope-get-along-no-more-grudges-good-luck-SPM message to a bunch of my SMK BTHO(II) friends since Trial and SPM is getting nearer more than ever..
Yes, I'm scared.

Still, the heart won't budge.
Help ?

Nostalgic.

Chatting about my past makes me appreciate the present even more.
To come and think of it, I've rode a crazy whoopla roller-coaster for quite a while and manage not to vomit ;) Three cheers for that!

Although it leaves me in agony, thinking what the future have in stock for me, it's so much better than having those crappy feelings I used to bury in my used-to-be-heavy heart before :)

Chop chop.

You could fuck all night long and ended up wanting more just after a mere hours.

How amazing is that ?

You don't find that amazing ? Well.. Fuck you then. :)

Okay, that was nasty & my mommah TAUGHT ME THE F WORD. HAHA.

That's so random, lol.

It suddenly ticks to me..

People won;t stop torturing other people, it's practically everywhere.

The tough strong bulky ones tormenting the timid small tiny ones.

Am I right ?

But to come and think of it.. I don't really think that occurs in MY world. :)

During EARTH HOUR. That's Jonathan Oreo Alien aka;
JOHNNY :)

She's 17 and this is her 68th post.

What a coincidence :) HAHA My birthday is on 06/08 and this is my 68th post :)

First of all, SUPERB THANK YOUS to my dear buds and pals and lovers (wow haha) for the wishes. Truly truly truuuly appreciate it :)

Here's the list of the 'wishers' according to the time they wished.

Aug 5
Nadio (around 12pm - TS)
Beano (around 1130pm - text)

Aug 6
One of my ex lol (00:00)
Hilary (00:00)
Sashot (00:00)
Saleha (00:04)
Durrah (00:06)
Za (00:06)
Ma & Along (00:31)
Dini (01:00) *update hehe*
Shahzufar (01:30)
Wanienoco (03:32)
Fawie (04:57)
Azam (09:48)
Pa (10:34)
Marissa (15:24)
Waffle (23:00)
Alex (23:23)

And some more on MySpace, Facebook, YM, MSN.. HAHA.
Thanks :)

Oh, and Along did this for me ! ♥

Thank you long. Tonnes of love! Mwah mwah ! HAHA

Oh by the way, anyone who is interested in ordering cupcakes, simply just click the link on the right side navigator :)

Curved up.

It means, SMILING :)

Today was awesome, haha. Hang-ed out with Loon Barney Wuff and Durrrrah at Times Square today. Went to watch Harry Potter (I find it KINDA boring, especially the ending, haih) and played bowling. LOL. Plus we had lunch at SUBWAY! :D

Credits to Nad on this one.. Sorry Loonie. HAHA :)

LOVE YOU GUYS! :D ♥♥♥

Mwah mwah :3

Quadruped feline.

Went to Bukit Dokong/Dukung/Dukong to have dinner with my parents and Cousin Meii with her family. There were TONNES of cats there, it;s like a cat haven ya know? HAHA pictures pictures :)

Aww :)

A moo moo cat ! :3

Purrrrrrr ! :33

Ohh, get this. There was one teen-aged kitty cat 'observing' from the roof. HAHA.

See the red circle ? It's the kitty's head :D haha

Chak!! HAHA :3 Adorableeeeeeeeee!

Cats are just so amazing!

Stray cats,

they have no homes, some of them are very sick, they have no other entertainments than enjoying the fun sun during midday and become hyper-active during the dark cold, yet inviting night..

And they still think they are superior and they are - that's what I love about cats.

MIAOW! :3

ohh, random picturee :)

Moo.

We, are, fah-mi-ly! :)

It's Saturday and yeah, I have my workshop at KLCC as usual (today's subjects are Chemisty and Modern Maths) I did reach KLCC but I skipped my workshop.
Know why?

.......

I reached KL when it was nearly 930am while my workshop starts at 8am :) HAHA What do you expect? Just to save myself from the embarrassment of arriving there late, I decided to skip. I went to watch a movie instead :P

Cousin Venjii dropped me off at KLCC at 1015 after having breakfast at Old Town White Coffee. I bought 1 LAND OF THE LOST ticket and 3 SKRIP 7707 tickets for the day.

So yeah, I watched the Land of the Lost movie ALONE while waiting for Cousin Venjii to finish her work at 1pm. HAHAHA funny yet DUMB. Seriously, such a dumb movie. :)

Skrip 7707, a malay horror film. Ummp, not THAT scary. Hysteria is way way way spookier :) But it has an interesting ending though - the producer ended up interviewing 7 ghosts :) Oh, and I said 'babiiiiiiiiiiiiiii' quite a lot because they used TONNES of unsur suspens in the movie. Ngahaha.

Nevertheless, it was fun. Skipping my workshop and went to watch 2 movies in a row. HAHA.

Oh, and about Sashot's entry; here,

I MISS THAT DAY TOO! ♥♥♥

Torn.

*See the MENTOS in the desk? :P*

DEAD BORED! GOT NOTHING TO DO! DYING OF BOREDOM!
Yet, I love this blissful-free-one-week-rare holiday :) LOL



Hmmp. Do you know how it feels, when you created something (anything), it/they turn out to disobey you just like a plain asshole would ?

Ive felt that TWICE.
Just how stuck up some people could be, how they would backstab you, how they would betray you, how they would torment your feelings.

Nothing beats a TWO FACED SCUMBAG.


I'm tired of pulling people together & they ended up throwing me away. People are just so insensitive AT MOST OF THE TIMES, just so ignorant, just so ungreatful, just so SELFISH.

&& HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALAN/ZAHRAN. :)

The boar is on the loose!

I heard the news first time from Sashot:
Loon: Tahu tak sekolah kena quarantine? Cuti sampai Khamis depan.
Me: OMGOMGOMGOGM SERIOUSSSSSSSS??
Loon: Yea laah!!
Me: (thinking it was a prank) Tipu ahh! Betul betul la doo!
Loon: Betul laa! Cikgu Diana texted me. Tak percaya sngt, pergi la amik exam bio sorang sorang esok! HAHAHAHA

LOLZ :) Fine then heeeeeeee.

2nd, got a text message from Sal;
People, our school got holiday!! H1N1 stuff. Apparently 114 people from asrama got fever. Sowe all cuti! School reopens on 7th August. Forward to SBUians, please.
PS: Sal's birthday is on 7th August :)

3rd, got a text message from Aunty Lina;
SBU ttp mulai 31/7 - 6/08 Jumaat mnggu dpn due to h1n1..I baru dapat info..

4th, got a text message from Nina;
Sekola dah ttp mulai hari ni Khamis 30/7-6/08 Jmat mggu dpn. Info dr Cik Rahayu. Klau xcye cll skola 9283xxxx atau Cik Rahayu 019391xxxx. Tlg sebarkan info ini kpd pljr SBU.
- Risau sangat orang tak percaya dekat dia. HAHA :)

HAHAHA take that looserssssss! Im gonna have a one week holiday~ Wawawa haha :) As the school is being 'shut down' due to H1N1, there's no performance for the Big Walk event. Yay! :D
B E J E A L O U S ! HAHA :P

Haha today was tiring. Woke up at 10am sharp, Alex woke me up. Hehe. I rushed to the toilet, took a shower and went straight to SMK Bndr Tun Hussein Onn II as I promised Beano I would come :D So, got there, met her and some others and yak yak yak with her all day long. I ended up sitting at 5 Alpha's entrance door with Wanie & Afiq til 1pm. We yak-ed a lot. HAHA Oh by the way, it's unfair that diorang balik awal gila! Pukul satu weih! EISH! I regret moving out from that school....well, sorta :)

And Beano poured her heart out about her dearie today. Aihh sayang, chill, cool down. Just get back back at him. That's my advice. HEHEHE. Oh, and somehow, Im starting to appreciate and be greatful even more on my current status nowadays :) ♥

JUST A SHORT POEM FOR THIS ENTRY:

Life is

never what you dream of,

never what you thought of,

never what you guessed of,

never what you wanted of,

never what you planned of,

never what you expected of,

never what you inteded of,

Cause ya know why?
Life would be DULL that way ;)

So enjoy, mates!! :P

*yes yes I'm overjoyed just because I'm getting a free one week holiday. BE JEALOUS (again). HAHA :P*

The tummy is screaminnn.

Waaaaaaayyyyyyyyy back in 2006. :)

I was fasting today (puasa ganti) and dead tired, got home around 4. Knwing that our Bio paper is on Friday and we have ONE WHOLE DAY (skipping school on Thursday :P) to study, I acted like we;re not having any tests pon. So yeah, I drifted off to Lalaland at 530pm in hope of waking up at 6pm. Yealah, puasa kan, takut makruh. :)

I flunked my history paper BADLY by the way. Plus something embarrassing happened during EST paper......... Don;t wanna talk about it. Sheesh.

Nothing much happpened today. I just feel nostalgic.

I miss my zaman kegemilangan (haha) which is to me, during my form 2, year 2006. Rindu sangat sangat. I practically miss everything..

Sigh. I miss you, boy. Plus that bitch in MRSM Pengkalan Chepa. Mana kau dohhhhh, Ten? Rindu gila babi. Hmmp :(

Ohh, and I BREAKFAST (lol buka puasa) at 930pm. HAHA. Makruh jgak, tengg.

Screwed taxi driver.

Okay, as Ma and Pa are away to China, I have to go back home by train and then take a cab to Suadamai.

As usual, the taxi driver would ask questions and try to start up a conversation and agaain, as usual, we (girls) know whether the dude driving the cab is just trying to be friendly+courteous or plain practically miang.

This particular driver is out of the norm. He's NUTS. And kinda fucked up... HAHA. Read;

Me: Uhh, pergi Bdr Tun Hussein Onn tak?

Cab: Pergiii pergi... Mano tak pergi nyooo. Semua Bandar pon boleh, abg bwk jea. *puff puff* (he was smoking)

Me: ...........

Cab: Engko ni, penah naik dgn abg eh? Kau bawak pakwe kau sekali, turun dekat Petronas Bdr Tun Hussein Onn.

Me: Hah? Mana ada UNCLE.

Cab: Eh kau jangan nak tipu lah. Kau dengan pakwe kau, takut mak bapak kau nmpk kau dgn pakwe kau.

Me: Eh, taklah!

Cab: Haih bebudak sekarang........

Me: (furious, SUMPAH!)

Cab: HMMMM Abg salah org lah kot. Tapi muka kau sama.

Me: (sama dengan sape bodo..........)

Cab: Form berapa ni?

Me: Five.

Cab: Ohh form 5... Dulu SPM, sekarang ni apa eh?

Me: SPM lah jgak UNCLE.

Cab: Ohh.. target berapa A ni? Takde A langsung? HAHAHA (gelak mcm sial)
He seriously did!

Me: 10A1 Insyaallah.

Cab: Ohh ni mesti nak study oversea ni kan?

Me: Insyaallah kalau dapat.

Cab: Ha.. Ni lah bebudak zaman sekarang. Ingat nak pergi oversea jer bila sambung pelajaran. APA, MALAYSIA NI TAK CUKUP STENDET (that's how he pronounced it haha) KE?

Me: ........... (the hell..?)

Cab: Orang luar dari Malaysia pon nak masuk belajar dekat Malaysia. Ni tak, anak anak Malaysia sekarang ingat nak enjoyy jea, lupa tanah air, lupa negara yadda yadda yadda..

Me: ?????????????????????????

What the hell is his problem mannnnnnn? Naik takut aku nak blk guna cab!

I loathe you.

YOU are just SO supercalifragilisticexpialidociously unpredictable.
So am I. Can't deny that, can I?

But then...........


I don't understand,
I don't understand,
I just donut anderstan!


WHY ON EARTH IS IT SO FUCKING HARD TO FUCKING CRACK A FUCKING GOD-DAMNED ADDMATHS' FREGGIN LAME-O FUCKING QUESTION ???



ARGHHHHHHHHH!



*fucking agony is fucking so much more pain-less if I could just fucking ignore it. FUCKING CUNT!*

The hunt II.

It's over. YES, IT IS OVER. No more, no more stupid nags, no more boring phone calls, no more wasting my credits on some random fucked up dude. YAY! :)

I feel light, I feel free!
I feel burden-free!

I just feel like kissing the whole world. Muachh! ♥♥♥
HAHAHA :*

Fish brain-ed.

I woke up at 4pm today. How nice, isn't? Might as well puasa terus.

I didnt get to salam Ma & Pa before they left for China. They went to ther airport at 4am, HAHA. 12 hours late, sigh.

Haih. Exam is coming up next Monday, I havent start studying at all! Haih, it's torturing being me, haha.

*Cheese looks annoyed :)*

But from the bright side, Cheese is curing :3 'Restoring' all the lard that he lost when he was sick. HAHA Meow, I love you darling<3

Oh Ciao. Im bored.
Zzzz.

MSUcks! Bahaha!

Semifinal.

Not bad for someone who didn't really study, who prepared for the competition by READING Nexus Mathematics Refrence Book 3.5hours before competition in the early morning when it was raining heavily while talking on the phone with some dude who's suppose to go to the competition but didn't and ended up regretting it yet one of his friends did and he is super HOT. Mwahaha.

I got back home at 8 and my tuition starts at 8 so yeah, got back home, took the bag, and went straight off to tuition, wearing my school uniform. Wawawa. I look nerdie 8)

Im tired. I blab some more later, tmrw, whenever, wherever. Lala. Toodles.

PS: Im excessively A N N O Y E D & U N H A P P Y !

$$$

We were having History class for the last 2 period, and teacher asked as to look up lots of stuff on the royal families and DANGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!

Saya nak kahwin dengan kerabat DiRaja!

Haha. I want money, not love!

Ngeng wish me luck for the maths competition tmrw, at MSU. Wherever that is..

PS: I loathe YOU. Loser.

Masked Cat.

As you can see, I am utterly bored.. God, send me a hot dude with a superb attitude who works out and almost as dumb as me, just so I can spend my time with him. HAHA.

School has been nothing but great (pointing out only a TINY BIT great - the part where I get to go home early :3) Hehe. Other than that, schoo is awesome at being boring.

Ahh, I have a question;

When people ask you.. "Are you smart in school, honestly?"

What would you answer? I mean, seriously, what would you answer? I still can't 'get the hang of' answering this kind of question..........

PS: iPhone rawxx! HAHAHAHA

The hunt.

Ive officially allowed/allowing/has allow/whatever anyone w/out Google ID to comment on my blog so yeah, do comment! :)

I tried so hard to make everything, every single Goddamn thing I do to end up at its best but to no avail. So up to now, I still defy this quote;
"Work hard pays off".

What a lie...
Hmmp. Pays off in a total opposite way I suppose. Sucks.

Ouw, since I'm not really in a good mood (emotionally unstable due to a few circumstances... okay, just read my previous entry, lol). I'm just gonna get all EMO for a while. No joke..









Okay, joking. Whatever. This is life, BULLSHIT happesn 24/7 so what the hell. I'll live up to it.

But now, I'm on hunt.

Get this: I'm the hunter and I'm the prey.

So yeah, I'm running away. Run baby run...........
Running to hunt my prey and running away from my predator. Oh God. What fun, jolly molly. Guess who I'm running away from?

_______R.

You know who. ;)

As you said; never was, never will.

So much for picture perfect. Undying, it's not a matter of don't want to, it's a matter of COULDN'T.

I won't stop frowning all day long,

At school at home, even in the crowd.

People might think it's just PMS or smthng,

Yet I know better than the whole world.

Was it worthwhile? Was is valueable enough?

I might ask.

Ohh, but things are changing dear boy,

People are realizing something.

What is it ?

My eyes, tears are rolling down my cheek.

I can't help it, I'm crying.

My heart beats fast, everytime I come near you,

or is it the other way around ?

I can't recall, I can't remember,

because you know, memories are good for nothing.

I've promised, I've pledged, I'll hold on.

NOT to you, but to myself, to me.

Something I call, sincere feelings.

But oh damn boy, you're just so blind.

You just can't see it, can you?

What is it ?

My heart, there's a hole in it. Black, devastating hole..

I can't help it, my heart is weeping.

Carving a smile, it's not as easy as before.

Faking? Easier more than ever.

I'm not saying you're the reason, but yeah.

You're A PART OF it. A BIG part..

But.. Oh what's the point?

I was reckless at that one point.

To might think I've found you.

Or you found me, loverboy.

I'm not blaming you, nor should I.

Because I know, it's all my fault that I fell for you.

My fault that I'm feeling this way..

What is it ?
My soul, it's so empty. Just, empty..

I can't help it, my soul is sobbing.

So love, I'm putting it to an end here. Like I did before. Only this time, it's a complete stop. Not a mere halt or whatever. Honestly, I regret.

No hard feelings. Why ? Because I don't even know you, right? :)

Cheerleading Competition 2009.

After SIX BLOODY MONTHS of torture, dramas and hard work, Shirtliff won 1st runner up for the National Cheer Comp 09 :)

Although we were aiming for Champion but heck, 1st runner up is good enough! 41 cheer squads are competing and we got 2nd place, is that super or super ? :D Wohoo!

I started crying when they announced 5th place for Dynamitez. Dynamitez were SUPERB on that day yet they got 5th place? Imagine what was running through my mind at that particular moment. HAHA.

I'm just so glad it's finally over. I'm stress-free now, no more staying back til 7pm or 8pm. No more, "DO THE ROUTINE, AGAIN AGAIN AGAIN". No more of that! And best of all, no more torture :P

But then, I swear to God Im gonna miss all Shirtliff-ers. Sumpah demi Allah, sekarang pon dah mula rindu. Especially Sheerin yang PATAH TANGAN, haha lol kidding, dislocated arm nyeh? Something like that lah. Sayaaang awak Syiling :D

I love ALL Shirtliff members, Abby Alya Alysha Emma Fatin Hareesa Jazzy Jasmine Joyce Jehan Maria Mawar Nina Saleha Sheerin Suhaila. Sumpah sayang korang :)

And NOT TO FORGET, NEVER WILL, countless amount of thank youS to Aunty Lina, Aimanness, Baby Jane and all the seniors. I swear to God, w/o you guys, tak ke mana lah Shirtliff ni. Especially Aunty Lina and Aiman yang bersusah payah cari yellow socks and spanky pants last minute. HEHE :)

Cheerleading gave me countless numbers of memories, and to top that, extraordinary experiences :) Nothing, and I mean, nothing else can top this..for now. :p

LOVE YOU GUYS! TONNES! <3

This was recorded by The Star, main organizer.

After six months of torture, I feel light, knowing that there's no more cheerleading, I couldn't stop smiling :) but then, after the 2nd day of competition ended, teacher handed over a white piece of paper with printed stuff.. LOL

Hari: 6 -7 Julai, 10 - 11 Julai.
Masa: 0730 - 1230 tgh hari.
Tempat: Tasik Titiwwangsa

For what? Some shitty function by the PM, program ONE-MALAYSIA apa tah.. And taraaa, kena skip school for 3 days. HAHA. Tension btl ! Then, sekolah bagi cuti for two days, 8 & 9 July. So yeah, here I am at home, 'resting'.. HAHA.

Ohh what the heck. :)

PS: I injured my left arm muscle.. Ughh.

Autobots! :D

It's closer more than ever.

5 days til competition bitchessssss and freedom is MINE!

MINE I TELL YOU, M I N E !

MINEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

:)

Today was fine, tiring but heck, I went to watch Transformers II: Revenge of The Fallen with Sashot Wuff and Zety.

I woke up at 730, realising Im super late for practice which starts at 8, at Kompleks Sukan Kampung Pandan which Pa had no idea where the hell it is. So yeah, I reached there about... 815? Wasn't that late, phew :)

Practice til 11 and then Pa came. Sheerin tumpang-ed Pa to TS. We changed our clothes in the car, HAHA and lol -> Sheerin left her handphone. I was eating Chicken Rice at TS when suddenly Sheerin came and buat muka and said she lost her phone. HEHE comel jea muka :D

Everything sorted out, I finished my brunch and went to BORDERS.

Oh.My.God. Borders is FANTABULOUS! Haha. The biggest bookshop Ive ever been to ! I swear to God, tonnes of book to buy but heck, no kaching :D I manage to buy two teen-chic book. The sequel to Meg Cabot's All-American Girl, Ready or Not. And this one book by her too.. Whatever the title is :D Thanks Sashot. Muehehe.

Right, lets talk about the movie.
One word people; A-M-A-Z-I-N-G ! Transformers II is just so awesome! Two thumbs up! I can't stand the part where the Internet guy zapped himself with the Zapper thingy, haha. Funny :) I manage to hold on to my bladder til the movie ends. Wow :D The movie is SUPERB. YOU (whoever is currently reading my oh-so-pathetic blog) MUST watch the movie :)

Oh, get this. After the movie, we were walking around TS when we came along a Korean Boyband shop.. Yes, Sashot and Wuff got all excited. Me and Zety was annoyed to the max. I got so asdfghjk that I blurted out;

"Eh korang niiiii... Muka dorang semua ni sama jea! MATA SEPET! RAMBUT STRAIGHT! SAMA JEA!"

Being unaware that a Chinese guy was standing near to me........

Zety went all Choyychoyy, Sashot and Waff went ehem ehem ehem non-stop. Took me quite a while to realise what I did. HAHA.

Alright, enough. Tired of crapping. Toodles ppl :D

PS: Damn. My lips look a like duck's. Trenggg :/