As you said; never was, never will.

So much for picture perfect. Undying, it's not a matter of don't want to, it's a matter of COULDN'T.

I won't stop frowning all day long,

At school at home, even in the crowd.

People might think it's just PMS or smthng,

Yet I know better than the whole world.

Was it worthwhile? Was is valueable enough?

I might ask.

Ohh, but things are changing dear boy,

People are realizing something.

What is it ?

My eyes, tears are rolling down my cheek.

I can't help it, I'm crying.

My heart beats fast, everytime I come near you,

or is it the other way around ?

I can't recall, I can't remember,

because you know, memories are good for nothing.

I've promised, I've pledged, I'll hold on.

NOT to you, but to myself, to me.

Something I call, sincere feelings.

But oh damn boy, you're just so blind.

You just can't see it, can you?

What is it ?

My heart, there's a hole in it. Black, devastating hole..

I can't help it, my heart is weeping.

Carving a smile, it's not as easy as before.

Faking? Easier more than ever.

I'm not saying you're the reason, but yeah.

You're A PART OF it. A BIG part..

But.. Oh what's the point?

I was reckless at that one point.

To might think I've found you.

Or you found me, loverboy.

I'm not blaming you, nor should I.

Because I know, it's all my fault that I fell for you.

My fault that I'm feeling this way..

What is it ?
My soul, it's so empty. Just, empty..

I can't help it, my soul is sobbing.

So love, I'm putting it to an end here. Like I did before. Only this time, it's a complete stop. Not a mere halt or whatever. Honestly, I regret.

No hard feelings. Why ? Because I don't even know you, right? :)