The boar is on the loose!

I heard the news first time from Sashot:
Loon: Tahu tak sekolah kena quarantine? Cuti sampai Khamis depan.
Me: OMGOMGOMGOGM SERIOUSSSSSSSS??
Loon: Yea laah!!
Me: (thinking it was a prank) Tipu ahh! Betul betul la doo!
Loon: Betul laa! Cikgu Diana texted me. Tak percaya sngt, pergi la amik exam bio sorang sorang esok! HAHAHAHA

LOLZ :) Fine then heeeeeeee.

2nd, got a text message from Sal;
People, our school got holiday!! H1N1 stuff. Apparently 114 people from asrama got fever. Sowe all cuti! School reopens on 7th August. Forward to SBUians, please.
PS: Sal's birthday is on 7th August :)

3rd, got a text message from Aunty Lina;
SBU ttp mulai 31/7 - 6/08 Jumaat mnggu dpn due to h1n1..I baru dapat info..

4th, got a text message from Nina;
Sekola dah ttp mulai hari ni Khamis 30/7-6/08 Jmat mggu dpn. Info dr Cik Rahayu. Klau xcye cll skola 9283xxxx atau Cik Rahayu 019391xxxx. Tlg sebarkan info ini kpd pljr SBU.
- Risau sangat orang tak percaya dekat dia. HAHA :)

HAHAHA take that looserssssss! Im gonna have a one week holiday~ Wawawa haha :) As the school is being 'shut down' due to H1N1, there's no performance for the Big Walk event. Yay! :D
B E J E A L O U S ! HAHA :P

Haha today was tiring. Woke up at 10am sharp, Alex woke me up. Hehe. I rushed to the toilet, took a shower and went straight to SMK Bndr Tun Hussein Onn II as I promised Beano I would come :D So, got there, met her and some others and yak yak yak with her all day long. I ended up sitting at 5 Alpha's entrance door with Wanie & Afiq til 1pm. We yak-ed a lot. HAHA Oh by the way, it's unfair that diorang balik awal gila! Pukul satu weih! EISH! I regret moving out from that school....well, sorta :)

And Beano poured her heart out about her dearie today. Aihh sayang, chill, cool down. Just get back back at him. That's my advice. HEHEHE. Oh, and somehow, Im starting to appreciate and be greatful even more on my current status nowadays :) ♥

JUST A SHORT POEM FOR THIS ENTRY:

Life is

never what you dream of,

never what you thought of,

never what you guessed of,

never what you wanted of,

never what you planned of,

never what you expected of,

never what you inteded of,

Cause ya know why?
Life would be DULL that way ;)

So enjoy, mates!! :P

*yes yes I'm overjoyed just because I'm getting a free one week holiday. BE JEALOUS (again). HAHA :P*

The tummy is screaminnn.

Waaaaaaayyyyyyyyy back in 2006. :)

I was fasting today (puasa ganti) and dead tired, got home around 4. Knwing that our Bio paper is on Friday and we have ONE WHOLE DAY (skipping school on Thursday :P) to study, I acted like we;re not having any tests pon. So yeah, I drifted off to Lalaland at 530pm in hope of waking up at 6pm. Yealah, puasa kan, takut makruh. :)

I flunked my history paper BADLY by the way. Plus something embarrassing happened during EST paper......... Don;t wanna talk about it. Sheesh.

Nothing much happpened today. I just feel nostalgic.

I miss my zaman kegemilangan (haha) which is to me, during my form 2, year 2006. Rindu sangat sangat. I practically miss everything..

Sigh. I miss you, boy. Plus that bitch in MRSM Pengkalan Chepa. Mana kau dohhhhh, Ten? Rindu gila babi. Hmmp :(

Ohh, and I BREAKFAST (lol buka puasa) at 930pm. HAHA. Makruh jgak, tengg.

Screwed taxi driver.

Okay, as Ma and Pa are away to China, I have to go back home by train and then take a cab to Suadamai.

As usual, the taxi driver would ask questions and try to start up a conversation and agaain, as usual, we (girls) know whether the dude driving the cab is just trying to be friendly+courteous or plain practically miang.

This particular driver is out of the norm. He's NUTS. And kinda fucked up... HAHA. Read;

Me: Uhh, pergi Bdr Tun Hussein Onn tak?

Cab: Pergiii pergi... Mano tak pergi nyooo. Semua Bandar pon boleh, abg bwk jea. *puff puff* (he was smoking)

Me: ...........

Cab: Engko ni, penah naik dgn abg eh? Kau bawak pakwe kau sekali, turun dekat Petronas Bdr Tun Hussein Onn.

Me: Hah? Mana ada UNCLE.

Cab: Eh kau jangan nak tipu lah. Kau dengan pakwe kau, takut mak bapak kau nmpk kau dgn pakwe kau.

Me: Eh, taklah!

Cab: Haih bebudak sekarang........

Me: (furious, SUMPAH!)

Cab: HMMMM Abg salah org lah kot. Tapi muka kau sama.

Me: (sama dengan sape bodo..........)

Cab: Form berapa ni?

Me: Five.

Cab: Ohh form 5... Dulu SPM, sekarang ni apa eh?

Me: SPM lah jgak UNCLE.

Cab: Ohh.. target berapa A ni? Takde A langsung? HAHAHA (gelak mcm sial)
He seriously did!

Me: 10A1 Insyaallah.

Cab: Ohh ni mesti nak study oversea ni kan?

Me: Insyaallah kalau dapat.

Cab: Ha.. Ni lah bebudak zaman sekarang. Ingat nak pergi oversea jer bila sambung pelajaran. APA, MALAYSIA NI TAK CUKUP STENDET (that's how he pronounced it haha) KE?

Me: ........... (the hell..?)

Cab: Orang luar dari Malaysia pon nak masuk belajar dekat Malaysia. Ni tak, anak anak Malaysia sekarang ingat nak enjoyy jea, lupa tanah air, lupa negara yadda yadda yadda..

Me: ?????????????????????????

What the hell is his problem mannnnnnn? Naik takut aku nak blk guna cab!

I loathe you.

YOU are just SO supercalifragilisticexpialidociously unpredictable.
So am I. Can't deny that, can I?

But then...........


I don't understand,
I don't understand,
I just donut anderstan!


WHY ON EARTH IS IT SO FUCKING HARD TO FUCKING CRACK A FUCKING GOD-DAMNED ADDMATHS' FREGGIN LAME-O FUCKING QUESTION ???



ARGHHHHHHHHH!



*fucking agony is fucking so much more pain-less if I could just fucking ignore it. FUCKING CUNT!*

The hunt II.

It's over. YES, IT IS OVER. No more, no more stupid nags, no more boring phone calls, no more wasting my credits on some random fucked up dude. YAY! :)

I feel light, I feel free!
I feel burden-free!

I just feel like kissing the whole world. Muachh! ♥♥♥
HAHAHA :*

Fish brain-ed.

I woke up at 4pm today. How nice, isn't? Might as well puasa terus.

I didnt get to salam Ma & Pa before they left for China. They went to ther airport at 4am, HAHA. 12 hours late, sigh.

Haih. Exam is coming up next Monday, I havent start studying at all! Haih, it's torturing being me, haha.

*Cheese looks annoyed :)*

But from the bright side, Cheese is curing :3 'Restoring' all the lard that he lost when he was sick. HAHA Meow, I love you darling<3

Oh Ciao. Im bored.
Zzzz.

MSUcks! Bahaha!

Semifinal.

Not bad for someone who didn't really study, who prepared for the competition by READING Nexus Mathematics Refrence Book 3.5hours before competition in the early morning when it was raining heavily while talking on the phone with some dude who's suppose to go to the competition but didn't and ended up regretting it yet one of his friends did and he is super HOT. Mwahaha.

I got back home at 8 and my tuition starts at 8 so yeah, got back home, took the bag, and went straight off to tuition, wearing my school uniform. Wawawa. I look nerdie 8)

Im tired. I blab some more later, tmrw, whenever, wherever. Lala. Toodles.

PS: Im excessively A N N O Y E D & U N H A P P Y !

$$$

We were having History class for the last 2 period, and teacher asked as to look up lots of stuff on the royal families and DANGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!

Saya nak kahwin dengan kerabat DiRaja!

Haha. I want money, not love!

Ngeng wish me luck for the maths competition tmrw, at MSU. Wherever that is..

PS: I loathe YOU. Loser.

Masked Cat.

As you can see, I am utterly bored.. God, send me a hot dude with a superb attitude who works out and almost as dumb as me, just so I can spend my time with him. HAHA.

School has been nothing but great (pointing out only a TINY BIT great - the part where I get to go home early :3) Hehe. Other than that, schoo is awesome at being boring.

Ahh, I have a question;

When people ask you.. "Are you smart in school, honestly?"

What would you answer? I mean, seriously, what would you answer? I still can't 'get the hang of' answering this kind of question..........

PS: iPhone rawxx! HAHAHAHA

The hunt.

Ive officially allowed/allowing/has allow/whatever anyone w/out Google ID to comment on my blog so yeah, do comment! :)

I tried so hard to make everything, every single Goddamn thing I do to end up at its best but to no avail. So up to now, I still defy this quote;
"Work hard pays off".

What a lie...
Hmmp. Pays off in a total opposite way I suppose. Sucks.

Ouw, since I'm not really in a good mood (emotionally unstable due to a few circumstances... okay, just read my previous entry, lol). I'm just gonna get all EMO for a while. No joke..









Okay, joking. Whatever. This is life, BULLSHIT happesn 24/7 so what the hell. I'll live up to it.

But now, I'm on hunt.

Get this: I'm the hunter and I'm the prey.

So yeah, I'm running away. Run baby run...........
Running to hunt my prey and running away from my predator. Oh God. What fun, jolly molly. Guess who I'm running away from?

_______R.

You know who. ;)

As you said; never was, never will.

So much for picture perfect. Undying, it's not a matter of don't want to, it's a matter of COULDN'T.

I won't stop frowning all day long,

At school at home, even in the crowd.

People might think it's just PMS or smthng,

Yet I know better than the whole world.

Was it worthwhile? Was is valueable enough?

I might ask.

Ohh, but things are changing dear boy,

People are realizing something.

What is it ?

My eyes, tears are rolling down my cheek.

I can't help it, I'm crying.

My heart beats fast, everytime I come near you,

or is it the other way around ?

I can't recall, I can't remember,

because you know, memories are good for nothing.

I've promised, I've pledged, I'll hold on.

NOT to you, but to myself, to me.

Something I call, sincere feelings.

But oh damn boy, you're just so blind.

You just can't see it, can you?

What is it ?

My heart, there's a hole in it. Black, devastating hole..

I can't help it, my heart is weeping.

Carving a smile, it's not as easy as before.

Faking? Easier more than ever.

I'm not saying you're the reason, but yeah.

You're A PART OF it. A BIG part..

But.. Oh what's the point?

I was reckless at that one point.

To might think I've found you.

Or you found me, loverboy.

I'm not blaming you, nor should I.

Because I know, it's all my fault that I fell for you.

My fault that I'm feeling this way..

What is it ?
My soul, it's so empty. Just, empty..

I can't help it, my soul is sobbing.

So love, I'm putting it to an end here. Like I did before. Only this time, it's a complete stop. Not a mere halt or whatever. Honestly, I regret.

No hard feelings. Why ? Because I don't even know you, right? :)

Cheerleading Competition 2009.

After SIX BLOODY MONTHS of torture, dramas and hard work, Shirtliff won 1st runner up for the National Cheer Comp 09 :)

Although we were aiming for Champion but heck, 1st runner up is good enough! 41 cheer squads are competing and we got 2nd place, is that super or super ? :D Wohoo!

I started crying when they announced 5th place for Dynamitez. Dynamitez were SUPERB on that day yet they got 5th place? Imagine what was running through my mind at that particular moment. HAHA.

I'm just so glad it's finally over. I'm stress-free now, no more staying back til 7pm or 8pm. No more, "DO THE ROUTINE, AGAIN AGAIN AGAIN". No more of that! And best of all, no more torture :P

But then, I swear to God Im gonna miss all Shirtliff-ers. Sumpah demi Allah, sekarang pon dah mula rindu. Especially Sheerin yang PATAH TANGAN, haha lol kidding, dislocated arm nyeh? Something like that lah. Sayaaang awak Syiling :D

I love ALL Shirtliff members, Abby Alya Alysha Emma Fatin Hareesa Jazzy Jasmine Joyce Jehan Maria Mawar Nina Saleha Sheerin Suhaila. Sumpah sayang korang :)

And NOT TO FORGET, NEVER WILL, countless amount of thank youS to Aunty Lina, Aimanness, Baby Jane and all the seniors. I swear to God, w/o you guys, tak ke mana lah Shirtliff ni. Especially Aunty Lina and Aiman yang bersusah payah cari yellow socks and spanky pants last minute. HEHE :)

Cheerleading gave me countless numbers of memories, and to top that, extraordinary experiences :) Nothing, and I mean, nothing else can top this..for now. :p

LOVE YOU GUYS! TONNES! <3

This was recorded by The Star, main organizer.

After six months of torture, I feel light, knowing that there's no more cheerleading, I couldn't stop smiling :) but then, after the 2nd day of competition ended, teacher handed over a white piece of paper with printed stuff.. LOL

Hari: 6 -7 Julai, 10 - 11 Julai.
Masa: 0730 - 1230 tgh hari.
Tempat: Tasik Titiwwangsa

For what? Some shitty function by the PM, program ONE-MALAYSIA apa tah.. And taraaa, kena skip school for 3 days. HAHA. Tension btl ! Then, sekolah bagi cuti for two days, 8 & 9 July. So yeah, here I am at home, 'resting'.. HAHA.

Ohh what the heck. :)

PS: I injured my left arm muscle.. Ughh.